So Christmas went well in our 3 Churches - I think! I managed to get away for a few nights to see my family, which was great. And now a new year - St Luke tells us that Mary was pondering everything in her heart after the shepherds left.
Maybe she was not the only one.... Here is the meditation I wrote for our Carol Service.
NATIVITY
Take your rest now,
my beloved Mary, take your rest.
I will hold your
baby – our baby – safe in my arms here
in the dark of the night.
It only seems
yesterday
that you told me your
news back home in Nazareth
How can I tell you
how sorry I am that I...?
I will never ever leave you again.
I will look after you
both
until my dying day
I promise you, Mary
Why has God done
this, my darling?
Why has he chosen
us?
I know why you...
but why me?
Look at Him, cradled
in my arms.
So beautiful, so
wonderful.
So innocent.
How can it be that
this little one is so...
How can
Emmanu-el
God-with-us
Be...
with...
us?
I’m sorry that this
had to happen far from Nazareth
It’s my fault, I
know.
My ancestor David -
maybe it’s his fault
really.
I’m so sorry that we
couldn’t find a room
and the little one
arrived here of all places,
with the animals.
Look at the stars,
oh light of my life,
shining on us
tonight.
Can it be that this
little fellow
had something to do
with all
this?
Look at that big
star in the east.
I’ve never noticed
that before
so beautiful...
And everything is
still, nothing to disturb you
except a few voices
far away.
Listen, Mary,
I think it’s some of
the shepherds from the hillsides.
What can they be
doing in the village at this time of night?
Can it be, my Mary,
that
here
tonight
God has come to us
has come among us
OUR baby?
Have the heavens up
there met the earth below
Has the Lord come to
meet His people
our baby?
How can the Lord who
needs nothing
now rest in my
calloused carpenter’s hands
and need my poor
love and care?
Rest now, Mary,
because we don’t
know what lies ahead.
But I’ll get you
home as soon as I can,
you and the baby.
Let me sit down here
beside you,
put my arm around
you,
and together we will
look after this new little life.
Take your rest, my
darling wife
take your rest my
two precious loves.
I am here
I will look after
you
both.